These few days, i've been thinking about my friends. Friends. I'm reminded of my pri school friends. We are always together, as a group. In bedok west, i've got Sharon they all. then when i transferred school, to Gongshang Pri, i have my other friends. and my class have got many cliques. There's the guys...people like Darryl, Meldon they all. then there's the girls. Me, Adeline, Zhi Ning, Ginna, Vannessa. then there's another group of girls, Siew Mei, Felicia they all. i miss all of them. then when its secondary school, its different. i dont wanna say why here, so dont ask.

nowadays, i realised that my friends just like to push me too far. in a very negative way. they demanded their ways. when i'm poor, they demanded that i lend them money. and i did. and they never returned it back to me.



do they care for me at all? do people really care how i feel? no, they dont. they just demand that i do what they say, that i help them and etc. so hurt on the inside, who do i turned to? no one sees the tears that i cry. i may appear happy on the outside, but i'm so broken down on the inside. sometimes i would juz cry to God. sometimes i forced myself not to cry. i had had enough of it.