AGONY, PAIN

Alright. One main thing happen to me today. In a way, i'm sad, hurt, angry, disappointed that that happens. Told those around me, but they couldn't be bothered. They dont care. They think its none of their business when every other time i have to listen to them. How great. What comes around goes around? Maybe i dont believe it anymore. I listen to them, i help them and such, but they dont care about me.


He hit me on my head. Not push, he whacked. You know what is whacked? Now, i'm having headache. I wouldn't be surprise if there's a blood clot in my head. The other time, my head hit the taxi..not the inside, but the door thingy....twice. not once. and from then on, i always have headache. And today, my head was so painful. But she dont care. Dont even bother listening. He not only hit me on my head, but other parts also. I've shoulder pain history. he doesn't know, he doesn't care. Thats the attitude of most people. Now, tell me, why should i bother anymore? PAIN IS ALL I FEEL. emotionally, mentally, physically. what else do you want from me?


There's ain't no more normal family. Violence. Rat race. Whatever.


I do think i carry this tag with me, thats why they are like that. Read this. If you answer yes that i'm one of this, please do go and do something about yourself. and STOP treating me as this. *punching bag, *verbal garbage bin, *emotional dumping ground *atm that will not run dry *santa claus, *someone for you to get and get and get and get and get, but you wouldn't give.



nothing more for me to say right now. one word. AGONY. two words. FORGET IT. three words. WHATS THE POINT.



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Read between the lines.
Please.
Before you comment on anything.
If you dont know how to, dont try.
You will never succeed.
Coz you dont even know what i'm talking about here.
Family, not friends.
People talked, and you gossip.
What a gossipper you are.
What long tongue you have.
You can join Pinnochio.
He have long nose, you have long tongue.
You guys make a perfect match.
Probably a peeping tom will have a big eyes.
Probably someone who likes to earsdrop have a big ears.
So all of you can join, the weirdo gang.
Gang for the outcast.
So go away.
You ain't knowing what i'm talking about here.
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You ain't even close to me,
And you commented so much.
Thinking you can kill me with all the chats online,
But too bad,
You dont affect me anymore.
All i regard you is not as friend,
But as an acquaintance.
You threw that respect away,
That trust.
So am i doing that to you now.
This ain't an eye for an eye,
I just can't stand the fact that you backstabbed me.
Goodbye to you my trusted friend.
Bye for now.