Alright. Yesterday...or should i say, this morning. 1 plus till now. i just dont feel like talking. seriously. i can chat online, sms or whatever. it's just that i dont feel like talking. as in literally talking. i do not know why, but i just dont want to, or should i say, i tried my best, but it seem like, i felt that i'm a "victim" when someone asked me to talk or whatever. i wonder why.


Around 3 plus, after my prayer, i wanted to go to bed. then my body starts to turn upside down. i run to the toilet. stomach pain. i vomitted more than 10 times, stomach pain. suffer from indigestion i guess. then every 5 min, i have to go to the toilet. and the experience is so bad. so painful. i couldn't sleep. i know i'm disturbing my mum from sleeping by going to the toilet so many times. then i couldn't take it anymore. i prayed. i took medicine. then well, i vomitted the medicine out as well. haiz. but in the end, around 6 pluz 7, i managed to sleep. coz i remembered Dayan, pst Kong's son. so i prayed. i cried out to God for help. thank God for everything.


today, he came to my house. my dad shouted for me. but i can't be bothered. haha...i slept till 12 pluz, till my sis bought lunch for me. then after which, i pop back to bed, coz i can't move too much. it hurts. but thank God i'm feeling better now....



its been about 2 months now.




her will. is not fully established. the other generations one got what is for them. but not the younger generations one. till they reached a certain age. her business is broken up into shares. only those that she loves, or is close to her will have it. isn't that duh? haha...i wonder. i overheard some stuff. not going to share it here. should i say, i should be happy, or should i say, i dont want? haha..opps...



im still going to hang on the dream of me becoming an entreprenaur. trust me. i've plans. but right now, all my finances is going to the building fund, till i can fulfill it. God will provide.