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A competent but disloyal team member is a far worse curse than an average but loyal member.~Pst Phil Pringle

Just came back from prayer meeting. The presence of God is super strong. I can feel it throughout the whole of the prayer meeting. And i've catched something in my spirit. what is it i'm not going to say out here, coz it is something of importance to me, and i realised that whenever i said it out on my blog, there will be people who wants to pull me down. so well, i've learnt my lessons, but something about what i felt about the whole prayer meet. that is about love. Our love for God is a sacrifice. and if you want to see things happening, you must be willing to sacrifice. that is why our church is what it is today. through the sacrifice of others. the titanium building is through those who gave our building fund. everything is about sacrifice, as well as how hungry you are to see miracles happen in your life, for the church, for the cg. like what i've always said, everything is your choice. and one thing about today, during the 15mins prayer, i cried out to God for some stuff. i didn't asked Him about my own area of life, but i asked God things to do with His Kingdom. and i believed that whatever God has placed in my heart, it will come to pass. Amen.

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Wow...this whole week so far has been such an awesome week. learnt so many things in my life. and even more, the passion to reach out to my friends.

One thing that i've learnt this week, is about anger. This few days many things happen in my life, which causes me to become angry about someone. and i asked God why and such, in a sort of angry manner. But God is like our teacher, He teaches us things through circumstances, like what pst Kong says just now. God uses this circumstances to teach me that yes, we christians can get angry, but dont let anger sin against God. dont let it cause harm. i stress this again and again. Dont let your anger sin against God.

Eph 4:26-27
26 “Be angry, and do not sin”:do not let the sun go down on your wrath,nor give place to the devil.

The reason why i said this is not to aim at anyone or to pull anyone down. but the other day, i keep saying sorry to God for the anger that causes harm. i think i've said more than a 100 times "sorry" to God, because i know that i've disappoint Him. so please. take my advice. do think before you start doing anything due to your anger.



Next thing that i've learnt. is to become independent. too many times, we rely on our leaders, helpers to tell us to do things. we dont initiate things on our own. and for the really worst case, are those who needs to be told to pray everyday. need to be reminded to pray and such. we are already youths. already big enough to be independent to learn to do things on your own. there are times this week that i dont feel like doing some things, but i felt in my heart this, that do i really need to rely on people? or do i rely on God? being independent doesn't mean that you are so full of yourself. but a mature person is one that is independent also.




Proverbs 16:24
Pleasant words are like a honeycomb,
Sweetness to the soul and health to the bones.

Commentaries of this verse: The wise man's self-knowledge, always suggests something proper to be spoken to others.

I felt that this verse is trying to tell us that watever words tat we speak, must be pleasant to one another. it must lift someone up, not pull someone down. it reminds me of another verse, that life and death are in the power of tongues.




btw, you peeps reading my blog are no longer going to read stuff that happen to me and such...coz well, firstly, i do not want to be an open book. and next, this ain't a tabloid blog, not for gossips and slanders and insights of my life. yes, there will be insights of my life, i'll share what i've learnt and such. so stay tuned.