Today was such a ____ day. haha...fill in the blank yourself. hmm...what to say? i fasted the whole day today. Thank God for it. I fasted for 2 important things. was tempted because i went with michelle to sakae suishi. but i just watched her eat. i didn't eat. haha..i resist the temptation. and i know she wont allow me to eat. haha...so yar..
yesterday night, before i went to bed, i went to pray in my toilet. many people laughed that i have to pray in the toilet, coz they think its smelly and unholy. but i always believe that God works through anywhere, any time and any place. and yesterday was awesome. after i finished praying, i felt the joy of the Lord. felt so light. as though my burdens was lifted up. but i couldn't sleep. was sort of being disturbed. so i said a prayer. and basically it seems like after that prayer, watever things that is going on around me, mentally and in my environment seems to fade away, and after which, i managed to sleep. woke up countless times though. but i thank God for everything. that i'm safe and sound. if you know what i mean.
i realised that the spiritual battle going on is becoming stronger and stronger around me. not just fighting for souls, but for other things as well. today i went to the supermarket with michelle, we saw this woman, she's basically talking to a familiar spirit, i could feel it. i felt uneasy. but thank God i couldn't see this one. whew...praise God for protection. i realised that we christians are fighting this constant fight with the devil, whereas for some cases, the people out there in the world are actually playing with the devil. wat a contrast. thats why we christians are always reminded of this, "we are in the world, but not of the world. "
the other day, during the chalet, the first day. the rest of them reached the chalet already, but i've to go and meet the pizza man. so i went alone. i was lost, i felt so lost. my heart was thumping very fast. and many a times, i felt something in front of me, blocking me from moving. so i have to stop. then after a few seconds, i could move again. its like, darkness in front of me. i couldn't see. so on my way to the chalet, as in walking in already, it got worst. i started breathing very loudly. so i started to tell myself the verse of 1 Tim 1:7. and while walking, only 1/5 of the journey, i felt something following behind me. and after which, i felt something grabbed me by my hand. but i thank God that i'm saved and sound. whew. prayed when i reached there. and felt peace in my heart.
today is the 2nd day of reaching out. currently, no friends. but i ain't giving up. the battle is not over yet. and no one can stop me, when my God is with me. the world is turning upside down, or should i say, it already is in some sense....so if the love of God doesn't reach the lost souls, more will suffer and get stuck to the life that they are in. so what are we waiting for, fellow brethen? do something now!
yesterday night, before i went to bed, i went to pray in my toilet. many people laughed that i have to pray in the toilet, coz they think its smelly and unholy. but i always believe that God works through anywhere, any time and any place. and yesterday was awesome. after i finished praying, i felt the joy of the Lord. felt so light. as though my burdens was lifted up. but i couldn't sleep. was sort of being disturbed. so i said a prayer. and basically it seems like after that prayer, watever things that is going on around me, mentally and in my environment seems to fade away, and after which, i managed to sleep. woke up countless times though. but i thank God for everything. that i'm safe and sound. if you know what i mean.
i realised that the spiritual battle going on is becoming stronger and stronger around me. not just fighting for souls, but for other things as well. today i went to the supermarket with michelle, we saw this woman, she's basically talking to a familiar spirit, i could feel it. i felt uneasy. but thank God i couldn't see this one. whew...praise God for protection. i realised that we christians are fighting this constant fight with the devil, whereas for some cases, the people out there in the world are actually playing with the devil. wat a contrast. thats why we christians are always reminded of this, "we are in the world, but not of the world. "
the other day, during the chalet, the first day. the rest of them reached the chalet already, but i've to go and meet the pizza man. so i went alone. i was lost, i felt so lost. my heart was thumping very fast. and many a times, i felt something in front of me, blocking me from moving. so i have to stop. then after a few seconds, i could move again. its like, darkness in front of me. i couldn't see. so on my way to the chalet, as in walking in already, it got worst. i started breathing very loudly. so i started to tell myself the verse of 1 Tim 1:7. and while walking, only 1/5 of the journey, i felt something following behind me. and after which, i felt something grabbed me by my hand. but i thank God that i'm saved and sound. whew. prayed when i reached there. and felt peace in my heart.
today is the 2nd day of reaching out. currently, no friends. but i ain't giving up. the battle is not over yet. and no one can stop me, when my God is with me. the world is turning upside down, or should i say, it already is in some sense....so if the love of God doesn't reach the lost souls, more will suffer and get stuck to the life that they are in. so what are we waiting for, fellow brethen? do something now!
posted by Abigail @ Wednesday, December 07, 2005
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