Firstly, i've to apologise to agnes. Really sorry, gal. Forgive me k? I owe you one man.


I cried again. While sleeping. Bad dreams. Really really bad dreams. I've been dreading going to bed, even though i'm tired.


The other day, on friday, or was it thursday, before i go to bed, for no reason, i just said out this, "Jesus". thats all. and so i closed my eyes. then the next moment, i felt something very bright passed by. and it seems so unbelieveable, coz my eyes are closed at that time! so of course i'm kinda shocked. so i opened my eyes, and the same thing happens! wow. then after that, for once, i felt so full of strength, so full of energy, but in the end, i went back to sleep. then i went to church on saturday for service and on sunday for bs, the same thing happens. and when that happens on saturday, i was like, literally trying to sweep it away..haha...during worship. but on sunday, its not tat bad. so i didn't do anything, but just blink. wats that?


My relationship with ______.
both of us have the same _____,
but both of us are so different in our character.
one is outspoken,
the other is silent when it comes to sharing of problems.

both of us belongs to the same gender,
but both of us behaves differently.
one is so rough,
while the other used to be so.

both of us belongs to the same ____,
but both of us have different cliques.
one seems to entertain,
the other can't be bothered at all.

both of us belongs to the same _____,
but both of us have different views
one seems to ignore the laws,
the other used to obey the laws, but now, it seems like a chore.


and when both of us sits together,
there is nothing that comes out of us.
one seems to be waiting,
the other can't think of anything to say,
and in the end,
time passed by us, but nothing has been said or done.


btw, there seems to be a "mad" man that has just moved into my blk. and it seems like he is living directly above me! and have i told u before, that every since he moved here, i've been behaving very wierdly. and though i've never see that person before, i believed that probably we have met in the lift before..eeee...imagine. alright, thou saw not point fingers at others for my own fault.