How i wished. ONE paper and we'll go our separate ways. How i wished. How i wished. How i wished. I was so closed to it about one or two years ago. Right now, i'm so far away. And if you ever knows of this, you will think that i'm such a bad person. But seriously, i would exchange that for my own happiness and all. I'm so selfish. But i know it is not my decision to do that.