I JUST DONT KNOW WHAT IS GOING ON IN MY LIFE.

I DO NOT WANT TO CRY MYSELF TO SLEEP ANYMORE.

ITS SEEMS WIERD, ITS NOT NORMAL.



I DONT WANT TO LOOK AT MYSELF IN THE MIRROR,

SEEING SOMEONE ELSE, RATHER THAN MYSELF.

HOW I WISH, SOMEONE WOULD JUST HELP ME.


YOU MAY THINK IT IS MY MENTALITY, OR MINDSET,

ITS NOT.

YOU MAY THINK THAT I'M DOING THIS SO PEOPLE WOULD TALK TO ME,

YOU ARE WRONG.

ON THE OTHER HAND, I AM HOPING THAT PEOPLE WOULD JUST LEAVE ME ALONE.

WHAT AM I SUPPOSE TO DO?