During this father's day weekend, many children will show affection to their fathers, telling them how much they loved them. I know i didn't say it vocally to my dad, because deep in my heart, there is still some things that i need to overcome. Over these few months, i've started to show my dad affection, start to grow closer to my dad. Anyway, i didn't really spend much time with my dad, except to buy for him a top for pressie.

Well, for the whole of this week, i've been thinking about many people. People who have left me. People like my coach and my aunt. Yeah, you might be thinking, well, they are not really that close to me, not as if they are my parents or sister or lover. But i'm a person who have emotions. At some point in time, some stuff that i do or say reminds me of them. For example, when i play the guitar or practice some chords or something, i sort of remember what my coach says.

Anyway, i just wrote a poem..a poem that i would like to dedicate to them. Including my cousins and friends that are overseas. I didn't have time to edit it, as i just wrote it..so please do NOT copy it, or credit it to yourself. Thanks.


Missing You~Jia Li
When i open my eyes to see
You are no longer here
It is then that i realise
That you have walked away

Travelling into this empty space
Silence, coldness
And no matter how hard i try
I failed to enter into the light

I can't face this on my own
That from thus on,
You will no longer be by my side
To give me strength and courage

Time passes.
I guess i should begin this lonely walk
Though you are no longer here with me
My life will forever be changed

Now with questions unanswered
Even in this solitude
You are still in my heart
Forever by my side

I can't stop missing you,
Even though you can never be here once more.