Today, when i open my eyes, still in bed, i struggled in my mind. To go to service or not to go. Negative voices filled my mind. In the end, i went. I served in ministry. Today, i served outside. Sick bay. Looking after Erin and some other babies. When i put Erin to sleep, i watched her slowly falling asleep. Then i thought of what Linda said yesterday..Seeing Erin feeling so sick and struggling to breathe breaks my heart. When she finally sleep, i felt so happy. Then i heard Pastor Kong started preaching. So while watching her sleep, i listen to Pastor Kong preaching. Well, slowly, i began to drift away from the sermon. I ask God many things, suddenly feeling a sense of uncertainty. Asking God many questions...suddenly, Erin started to move..so i quickly pat her back to sleep and pull her finger out of her mouth(she needs to suck it before she sleeps). After that, i felt so peaceful. God is there, doing the same thing to me. When i move in a way that im feeling uncomfortable and needed someone, God is there. He makes me feel peaceful, safe in His hands. I asked myself, "What am i doing here? Am i going for prayer meeting because i really have no where else to go?" But God assured me, i was brought to go to service and later to prayer meeting because God has an ordained appointment with me. Well, praise God, because the moment prayer meeting starts, the presence is so strong. Then Pastor Robert(i can't remember his full name), mentioned that there is no such thing as that of 'having no where to go thus going to this place(which is prayer meeting)'. He mentioned that it is the devil, but in fact, God has a purpose. God has called us into that place. Wow! God really answers my prayers and doubt. Praise be to God.


Strikeforce. Prayer meeting ends at 4.15 and mtt starts at 5 at east coast. and the worst part of it all, i have forgotten to bring my ezlink out. so i bought the standard ticket. so it cost $2.10 to go to bedok from expo. so well, the brother from my contact group said to refund it, cause they have planned to take cab. at first i was like feeling that its a waste of money cause i have wasted $1.10, but the brother is very good. He said to me that i dont have to pay for my cab fare! Wow. He paid for me. what a good brother he is.

I have learnt something about Strikeforce. Growing in love towards Strikeforce. I've learnt things and new revelations from Strikeforce. And from nursery, it is the same.


NEVER SERVE IN A MINISTRY BECAUSE YOU WANT TO HAVE A HIGH MEMBER STATUS IN CHURCH, OR THAT YOU WANT TO BE PLACE ON A PEDESTRAL AND BE IN THE SPOTLIGHT FOR YOUR OWN GLORY. SERVE GOD, SERVE PEOPLE. ONE CAN NEVER BECOME A LEADER IN ANY AREA, UNLESS HE/SHE FIRST LEARN TO BECOME A SERVANT.

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I'VE GOT A DREAM
STRAIGHT FROM HEAVEN
GONNA RUN MY RACE
WIN MY PRIZE
JESUS MY REDEEMER
PUT A HOLY FIRE WITHIN ME

AIN'T NO GIANT
GONNA WALK ON MY LAND
AIN'T NO CITY
THAT CAN'T BE SAVED
I'M STEPPING OUT, I'M BREAKING OUT
I'M SHAKING ALL THE FEARS OFF OF ME
I AM NOT ASHAMED TO LIFT MY HANDS IN PRAISE
ALL HELL TREMBLES AS I PROCLAIM HIS NAME

I'M ON FIRE…TESTIFYING
I'M ON FIRE…PROPHESYING
I CAN FEEL HIS POWER POURING DOWN ON ME
I'M ON FIRE
I'VE GOT THE HOLY GHOST ON ME