Few weeks ago, i reflected upon myself. Realised how messed up my life is. I've at some point in time no idea where i'm going.

Many said that your surroundings or even the organisation of your work area. My house and even my table is very messy. Then i realised that it is indeed messy.

On thursday, just before the cgm, my dad actually 'volunteer' to clear my stuff. but while clearing, he was nagging at me. at first i dont feel anything changes, until i just realised that what is happening in the spiritual happens in the natural. probably, this change, reflects what is going on inside of me. well, i doubt you know what i mean.

Well, i'm CCA-less. Which CCA should i join? haiz.


Recently, my mum seems to be sensitive to what i really really desire deep down in my heart, only that i didn't say it to anyone. She is such a great mum. Just now i thought i've spoilt something in the toilet, cause the whole thing dropped off. i was so scared i will get scolded. but my mum say its ok. she's planning to remake it or something. whew. thank God for that.



I realised that i'm starting to draw away from people. good or bad? i know the answer.