• I seriously cannot understand the logic of it all. Why do they only give us $25,000? its not enough. Really. I'm finding so tired, so stressed out. Looking at the expression of it all, i dont see why passion wont win this fight. I believe it can be done. Solutions are coming our way. The question now is whether we can persevere. Anyway, i feel that i haven't been doing anything at all. The problem that we are facing now, is supposed to be the duty of mine. Indirectly, i should settle it and ease the pain of the others. But what can i do?
  

• Many people have been 'showing off' their material stuff to me. Well, to tell you the truth, though i'm a person who goes after famous brands or high ended brands, i DO NOT get jeolous easily. I do not know why, but i just dont. Probably i know i can get it. Well, you can have top to toe prada, gucci, LV..i dont care. For guys, you can have armani and all but I DONT CARE. Another thing, if all those brands listed above is all that you know of, i pity you. How about pens? Know of any brands? Watches? Cars? Perfumes? Ha..

• No mood for anything. Seriously, i dont really know what is going on. No mood to study, no mood to talk, no mood to read, no mood to listen to music....as a whole, i dont feel like doing anything. On the contrary, when i dont do anything, i will feel like doing something. Urgh. I wonder what is going on.
  

• Realised that i'm broke. Really broke. No money to give to bf. Friends owe me money. Pretending that it didn't happen. Wow. Friends.

• The people around me makes me hate being a ______. When i've said thank you, it means i did. I dont have to do it again. Its not that i'm shy. Its just that i've said it. You should just go ahead and say yours. Worst still, there's a 'muggler' seating there. It makes them dislike _____ as well. Please. Even though im lost, i dont behave like a Pharisee. Whats more for one who is a _________. Haiz. Where is the love?

• Just took a GP test today. I attempted the question "Do you agree that city life has becoming increasingly unattractive?" Well, i agree. Seriously. Wanted to try out the other question about science and God. But decided not to. Dont want to 'commit suicide'.
  

• I dont know where i belong. I felt like running away. To where? I dont know. Why? I dont know.
  

• I'm feeling hurt, feeling lost. Have you ever been kicked, when you are down. Have the feeling of been pushed around? Been stabbed in the back. I'm sick and tired of those people around me

• What's the point of saying all those things that you say? Its not going to work anyway. The hole in my heart. The burning feeling in my soul. The coldness in my breath. The feeling of being locked out in my body.