I've lost my hope.
I've lost my dreams.
I've lost my vision.
I've lost even my ambition.

I do not know what is my purpose in life.
I find no meaning in everything.
I do not know what i'm doing.

The only thing that keeps me going now, is my studies.

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• I dont know where i belong.

• Where ever i go, i felt so left out. When i'm in a group, i felt like an extra, nobody bothers, nobody cares.

• Hiding my feelings

• Cant find my dreams

• Lost my mind

• Losing my faith

• Fallen from grace

• Dont want a conversation

• "There's no more normal families, parents act like enemies. Making kids feel like its world war III."
  

"There's a woman crying out tonight, her world has changed, she asked God why."

"Her only son has died, now her daughter cries, she can't sleep at night."

"There's no regard for life, how can they sleep at night..."


A song dedicated to my dad:

Hey Dad look at me
Think back and talk to me
Did I grow up according
To plan?
Do you think I’m wasting
My time doing things I
Wanna do?
But it hurts when you
Disapprove all along


And now I try hard to make it
I just want to make you proud
I’m never gonna be good
Enough for you
I can’t pretend that
I’m alright
And you can’t change me


‘Cuz we lost it all
Nothing lasts forever
I’m sorry
I can’t be Perfect
Now it’s just too late
And we can’t go back
I’m sorry
I can’t be Perfect


I try not to think
About the pain I feel inside
Did you know you used to be
My hero?
All the days
You spent with me
Now seem so far away
And it feels like you don’t
Care anymore


And now I try hard to make it
I just want to make you proud
I’m never gonna be good
Enough for you
I can’t stand another fight
And nothing’ alright


‘Cuz we lost it all
Nothing lasts forever
I’m sorry
I can’t be Perfect
Now it’s just too late
And we can’t go back
I’m sorry
I can’t be Perfect


Nothing’s gonna change
The things that you said
Nothing’s gonna make this
Right again
Please don’t turn your back
I can’t believe it’s hard
Just to talk to you
But you don’t understand


‘Cuz we lost it all
Nothing lasts forever
I’m sorry
I can’t be Perfect
Now it’s just too late
And we can’t go back
I’m sorry
I can’t be Perfect