19th July--> Went to watch King Lear play. In the afternoon, i was asking around what they are wearing to go for the play. Then i said i wanna wear jeans, then someone said that it is not formal. I reply confidently that i will still wear jeans and yet it will look very formal. Well, true enough, it did. Yeah! haha. but it was super hot though. Wearing a long sleeve and a jacket that makes the entire thing so hot. Anyway, the play is pretty good, though half the time i'm figuring out what the play is about(dont laugh at me. 90% of those who went will experience this too, if they didn't read the book). Anyway, the play is awesome. Tomorrow is the last day i guess. It is by Royal Shakespeare Company, with actor Ian Mckellen. Go watch it. Get seats like mine. $82. Though its not very good as those of the $400 seats, at least it is ok. At least, you wouldn't be deemed as uncultured and what's more, it is a play by Royal Shakespeare Company, so when you tell people of influence this, they will be interested or go WOW. haha. It ended at 11.45pm. Urgh. Wasted money on cab.



20th July--> PARENT TEACHER MEETING. I told my mom they will say the same thing over and over again. Sure enough, but this time, there is something else too. Ms Ng told my mum that i'm quiet. Quiet in class. Haha. My mum dont believe it when we leave, but i said its true. Maybe they want me to talk more....upon which i dont want to.







ABout 100 days more to exams. Few more weeks to prelims. So fast. To some, exams seems like a chore to them, but for me, i'm having an indifferent attitude. Oh well. I hate this feeling.







She Wept.
She couldn't believe what is happening.
She can't explain how disappointed she was to those around her.
She didn't know what to do.
She couldn't find someone to talk to, nor comfort her.

Her ears couldn't believe what she is hearing.
Her words couldn't express her emotions.
Her eyes ran dry of tears.
Her voice became coarse.
Her mind is in a chaotic state.

"Where are You?"
"Where are You?"

"FEAR NOT, FOR I'M WITH YOU", says the Lord.

One sentence, that totally change her entire mindset. Her situation changes, her problems fade.
Instead of disappointments, He made it into appointments for more things to come.
Instead of a tumbling block, He made it into a stepping stone.



This is my feelings, my emotions.